oh man i had something to blog a few days ago, but now i dont remember... oh well lol
I'll leave you with this quote

"Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing"
-Optimus Prime

This post is dedicated to Sarah O. Get well soon SON!

I just don't see the point anymore.

HELLO!

Extreme apologies to all of you that read my blog, aka Rebekah Ho, for not keeping up with it very well. Like I said in my info box thing, I suck at blogging. Much has happened to me in the last few days since my last post and I think I am too lazy to sum it all up in this post, but I shall try my best.

Thanksgiving: Went to Stanley Park with my family and it was a pleasant day. However, my brother stepped on my ipod touch causing its screen to crack. Surprisingly, I wasn't mad. I think I was just thankful that I even had an iPod touch and a big brother to step on it. We should think this way more often. We take so many things for granted. Be thankful for what you have because really God has given us much more than we deserve or need. Give a little back.

Rebekah Ho: Damn that bekah ho and her week immune system! Thankfully she is back at school :) I missed her so much. I honestly was lost without her lol. Welcome back Ho :) don't infect us all, please.

Birthdays: Happy Birthday Esther R (my other half), Adam Joe (Dooly), and Claudia (person I don't have a nickname for cause I dont know you very well...)!!!

David Crowder Band: OH EM GEEEE!!! David Crowder Band was phenomenal! Mind blowing! Mind bottling! So extravagant it bottles your mind! I waved at David Crowder. He waved back. Yeah, we tight like that.

"He who covers an offense promotes love, but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends"
Provers 17:9

Oh snap... why must you tell me this now?! After I muster up the courage to do what I've been dying to do for the past 3 months and you hit me in the face with this. Does that mean i shouldn't bring things back up? Sure sounds like it... gosh and you are never wrong. I've tried doing things my way before and I know things didn't work, but MY GOODNESS I have to get this over with! Better late than never, no? Well I guess you never put that in your book. So I guess I can't use that on you... Then you just want me to look past everything and accept it as it is? I can't do that anymore! I've been trying to for the past like year. Well maybe I wasn't trying hard enough... but still. I gotta do this. Even if everything is ruined at least I won't always be wondering "what if"

I hope this works out like I imagined... well not really because the way I've imagined it was that it would work out like some episode of One Tree Hill... that's a good show. Anyways... where was I? Yeah I hope I have the guts to say what's been going through my mind these last few months. It's been killing me. Well a part of me at least. A different part of me just wants to forget everything and just leave things simple and pleasant as they were. That part of me is telling me I'm making a big deal out if this and that I should just get on with life... I mean, I'm not down in the dumps and can't go on with life or anything. This has just been in the corner of my mind for ages. I'm pretty sure letting it build up is just going to make my head spontaneously combust and burst into flames one day. So I just got to get it over with. Pfft I can do this. I think...

Just got the new Paramore album today! It's tight! Hayley Williams' voice is insane. And they are all Christians! Which makes me respect them even more. Man they are good. Definitely recommend you check out the song "Misguided Ghosts". It's pretty different from there usual stuff.

Tired and Uninspired by My American Heart

Couldn't have said it better myself. Throughout the day I always think of things I can write on my blog, but at the end of the day I always forget. So at the moment I am tired and uninspired, which inspired me to put up this song. Enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaVuXqfH974