merry christmas I guess... ugh
Christmas snuck up on me this year. I don't really recall what happened this past week.
Seems like everything is moving so fast but I'm just sitting with my mouth slightly agape as everything rushes past me. I just remember glimpses of this week: blue people, Jesus gun, demonic cult, holding hands, confused feelings, and pretty sunsets.
Yeah, doesn't make much sense to me either.
I don't feel like writing anything. Feel dizzy. Just posting this cause its been awhile. Bye.
this is Joan Jett. Cool picture. They are making a movie bout her and the runaways (her band). Played by Kristen Stewart. Also featuring Dakota Fanning. Don't know why I'm telling you this. Bye.

"Behind him, across the vast distances of space and time, from the place he had left, he thought he heard music too. But perhaps it was only an echo."

- The Giver

I wish I had a six legged flying bison

oh man i had something to blog a few days ago, but now i dont remember... oh well lol
I'll leave you with this quote

"Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing"
-Optimus Prime

This post is dedicated to Sarah O. Get well soon SON!

I just don't see the point anymore.

HELLO!

Extreme apologies to all of you that read my blog, aka Rebekah Ho, for not keeping up with it very well. Like I said in my info box thing, I suck at blogging. Much has happened to me in the last few days since my last post and I think I am too lazy to sum it all up in this post, but I shall try my best.

Thanksgiving: Went to Stanley Park with my family and it was a pleasant day. However, my brother stepped on my ipod touch causing its screen to crack. Surprisingly, I wasn't mad. I think I was just thankful that I even had an iPod touch and a big brother to step on it. We should think this way more often. We take so many things for granted. Be thankful for what you have because really God has given us much more than we deserve or need. Give a little back.

Rebekah Ho: Damn that bekah ho and her week immune system! Thankfully she is back at school :) I missed her so much. I honestly was lost without her lol. Welcome back Ho :) don't infect us all, please.

Birthdays: Happy Birthday Esther R (my other half), Adam Joe (Dooly), and Claudia (person I don't have a nickname for cause I dont know you very well...)!!!

David Crowder Band: OH EM GEEEE!!! David Crowder Band was phenomenal! Mind blowing! Mind bottling! So extravagant it bottles your mind! I waved at David Crowder. He waved back. Yeah, we tight like that.

"He who covers an offense promotes love, but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends"
Provers 17:9

Oh snap... why must you tell me this now?! After I muster up the courage to do what I've been dying to do for the past 3 months and you hit me in the face with this. Does that mean i shouldn't bring things back up? Sure sounds like it... gosh and you are never wrong. I've tried doing things my way before and I know things didn't work, but MY GOODNESS I have to get this over with! Better late than never, no? Well I guess you never put that in your book. So I guess I can't use that on you... Then you just want me to look past everything and accept it as it is? I can't do that anymore! I've been trying to for the past like year. Well maybe I wasn't trying hard enough... but still. I gotta do this. Even if everything is ruined at least I won't always be wondering "what if"

I hope this works out like I imagined... well not really because the way I've imagined it was that it would work out like some episode of One Tree Hill... that's a good show. Anyways... where was I? Yeah I hope I have the guts to say what's been going through my mind these last few months. It's been killing me. Well a part of me at least. A different part of me just wants to forget everything and just leave things simple and pleasant as they were. That part of me is telling me I'm making a big deal out if this and that I should just get on with life... I mean, I'm not down in the dumps and can't go on with life or anything. This has just been in the corner of my mind for ages. I'm pretty sure letting it build up is just going to make my head spontaneously combust and burst into flames one day. So I just got to get it over with. Pfft I can do this. I think...

Just got the new Paramore album today! It's tight! Hayley Williams' voice is insane. And they are all Christians! Which makes me respect them even more. Man they are good. Definitely recommend you check out the song "Misguided Ghosts". It's pretty different from there usual stuff.

Tired and Uninspired by My American Heart

Couldn't have said it better myself. Throughout the day I always think of things I can write on my blog, but at the end of the day I always forget. So at the moment I am tired and uninspired, which inspired me to put up this song. Enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaVuXqfH974

There's one in all of us.

Where the Wild Things Are
October 16, 2009

I'm having trouble ignoring you...but it's the only way you are going to learn... i think. You can't just let things cool off and then pretend it never happened. You have to face your problems! You can't just bottle everything up inside that little head of yours. It's not healthy for you and it drives me insane. I wish you could talk to me. Or anyone in fact. I want to be friends with you because I care about you, but you are making it impossible. I can barely scratch the surface with you. Am I asking for too much? I don't even want an apology. I just want an explanation. A small glimpse of what's going on inside your head because there has to be more than what you are telling me...

"Friends. People you know. People you used to know. People you think you once knew, but you probably never did. You probably just knew a part of them, the part of them that was your friend. And the rest, the parts of them you didn't know - the twisted parts, the untrue parts, the parts you're seeing now - well, back then you just ignored them. But now you can't. Because now you can see it all, and now you know that "back then" wasn't all wonderful and innocent. It was just a time and place, just like every other time and place. The only difference now is that the thing - the people - that belonged to the old time and place aren't here anymore, and things that aren't here anymore don't hurt anymore. The only things that hurt are the things that hurt right now."

- Black Rabbit Summer by Kevin Brooks